Try #1 is over

I woke up to blood and cramps. Called the R E to schedule my ultra sound for next Friday and let the new KD (S) know he was no longer on the bench. He was so very kind. His email said “rest assured we’re going to do it. Whatever it takes, as long as we have to do it. I have faith in my guys”. He did get his tests back and he has wonderful swimmers and is free of disease.

I am trying to see positive in this failure. I’m proud of my body. It did what it was supposed to do. We know I ovulated and my luteal phase was 15 days. I’m glad I have such a patient and supportive wife and donor (and his partner) to see me through this process. I’m hoping the fresh swimmers and 3 insems will do the trick.

I have decided not to switch R Es just yet. We’re going to do at least 3 months of home insems before going that route. I prefer it that way. The current R E will continue to medicate and monitor me but will not do insems in his office because I’m not married to S.